Life throws you around but you cant throw around life. God gives and then takes away, thats just the way it goes. Perhaps thats the biggest life lesson to understand before anything else makes sense. I will always see young death as shocking no matter how many young lives I see get taken. The good people get taken early because they have bettered themselves to be the best, the rest of us still have alot of work to do on ourselves. Heaven is full of wonderful people and yesterday gained a beautiful young angel. Rest in peace mariya.