All at once
We were surprised by how hard, left warry & scared by the nights spent feeling incomplete.
It goes so fast. It seems like nothing lasts. I think I’ve lost something.
And the ever-turning spinning wheel of people, places, lies. I feel the restless beat of the sleepless night to come.
It was all for a woman.
So they’d hold hands looking to the eyes of god. And they’d say, tell me why you’d hide from us? Why you’d fill the world with wickedness? Why you’d spare us from your grace, but not the rod.
So i think of all the years spent alone, its like your searching for something to make you feel whole. Like your half of something else. Just a fraction of yourself.
I can tell you that your all I’ve ever wanted. Dear, i can utter every word you’ve ever hoped to hear. I shudder when i think that i might not be here forever.
And all I can think is that it must be some kind of rebellion—to arm your fears like soldiers and slay them.
Because it’s better to love whether you win or lose or die. Its better to love and I will love you until I die.
-the airborne toxic event lyrics
Random Daze theme by Polaraul